Saturday, 27 June 2009
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Time Is Passing At A Really Weird Rate.....
I slept for around three or four hours last night. I woke up out of a dead sleep and felt strongly that I shouldn't go back to sleep. Like the title of this post says, time is passing at a really weird rate. I'm not sure how to explain it, but it just is. I still haven't left my room yet today, which is probably not that good, but right now I think it's better that I stay where I'm at.
I'm going to a meeting tomorrow night. It's a small gathering of some people I know from various churches. It's a high honor to be invited to this, especially considering my age. And it's also really insane for me and hard to understand why they want me there. Only God knows. It should be interesting. You never know what might happen.
Not doing so great on the goals I set for myself yesterday so far. At the moment, I have no motivation. That needs to change. But I'm extremely angry with myself and I'm not sure how else to handle this.
God will work all things together for good. Even my moments of complete stupidity. That's something I'm trying to remind myself. I need to get out of this house for awhile though.
I'm missing people like crazy today.....



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