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  • Time Is Passing At A Really Weird Rate.....

    I slept for around three or four hours last night. I woke up out of a dead sleep and felt strongly that I shouldn't go back to sleep. Like the title of this post says, time is passing at a really weird rate. I'm not s…

  • h.e.l.p.

    Today has been way too long. I didn't sleep last night. I'm so tired. I fell asleep at around 10:30am-ish and have been waking up every 10-15 minutes. Not just waking up normally. I keep waking up with my heart raci…

  • So Crazy!

    Yesterday, I had my phone interview with Mercy. I'm now officially done with my application. It feels so weird, like a crazy dream. I mean, right after the call ended I was faced with the fact that now there is a …

  • *sigh*

    I spent a half hour or so sitting outside in the dark. I brought the laptop and just sat there and tried to breathe. Then I got too cold and had to come back inside.It's funny how hard something so simple as breathing …

  • Trust......

    Trust. Something I'm having a hard time doing at the moment.Trusting God.But it's the one thing I need to be able to do right now.I need to be able to put all of my trust in Him......Trusting that....He has all of the p…

  • I'm Scaring Myself.....

    I have accomplished so many things in just the last couple of days. I'm almost completely done with all of the paperwork for the application process, and that's weird. A lot of what I have been putting off for awh…

  • I Feel So Out Of Control........

    Right at this moment I feel more out of control than I have ever felt in my entire life, yet part of me is still in denial. I need to stop staying up all night and start sleeping. It would be a lot safer that wa…

  • I Wonder If I'll Sleep Tonight....

    I'm a bit stressed at the moment and not quite sure what to do with myself. I'm considering trying to write something. Yeah, I think I'll do that. It will keep me out of trouble. I wrote a song for a girl who…

  • So, I haven't been on here in a few days. A lot has been going on. I survived my birthday. Yay for turning 19? It was definitely interesting. This marks the 2nd year in a row that I have managed to get out of having a bi…

  • Oh My Goodness

    I'm writing this to distract myself and keep my mind and hands occupied. I really should just go to sleep before I get to the point where this doesn't help. I'm turning 19 on Monday. Yay. So exciting. I'm planning o…