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  • Forward Not Backward

    Yesterday was an amazing day, but I almost let it be taken away from me more times than I can count. My parents, especially my dad, have been........ Well, my dad has just been making me want to walk out of the ho…

  • Time Is Passing At A Really Weird Rate.....

    I slept for around three or four hours last night. I woke up out of a dead sleep and felt strongly that I shouldn't go back to sleep. Like the title of this post says, time is passing at a really weird rate. I'm not s…

  • More Memories...

    I've been remembering even more random things lately. Some of it is soooo completely random that I don't understand why I'm even remembering them, but others are really helping me understand some things. There was…

  • So Pathetic.....

    I wish I could sleep 24/7. I hate going to sleep at night because I hate waking up in the morning. I hate waking up from my dreams, even bad ones sometimes. Lately I've been waking up suicidal.....which sucks. It's n…

  • John 3:16 And All Night Recording

    haha....Doesn't that title seem odd to have right after my last post? Well, I had to write a paper to send to Mercy tonight. They had me read and write a paper on the book "Tell Them I Love Them: Receiving a Revelation…

  • So Strange.

    There may be pain in the night, but joy comes in the morning.That phrase has been stuck in my mind for the last few hours. Like a broken record, my mind keeps replaying it over and over again. Today was weird. I thoug…

  • This Really Sucks

    I'm so frustrated at the fact that I really have nothing to do but wait right now. I'm trying to find a job, but so is everyone else I know. No one is hiring. I've also pretty much isolated myself from everyone. Wel…

  • Will This Ever End?

    I'm so freaking overwhelmed and tired and stressed. Today has been especially hard for random reasons, some of which I have still to figure out. I just got back from bible study. On the way there I almost had an emoti…

  • So Crazy!

    Yesterday, I had my phone interview with Mercy. I'm now officially done with my application. It feels so weird, like a crazy dream. I mean, right after the call ended I was faced with the fact that now there is a …

  • I want to know what it's like to be aliveI want to see, I want to dreamI want to do more than surviveTo embrace the freedom, to ignore the liesI want to truly live A lot has been going on lately. I'm tired. I have been…