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This Is Even Harder Than I Thought It Would Be

As far as setting food goals....... Oh my gosh. I. F.A.I.L. I seriously just stood in my kitchen for a half hour or longer. Yesterday, well, I did the complete opposite that I was supposed to. I didn't eat at all. I…
Will This Ever End?

I'm so freaking overwhelmed and tired and stressed. Today has been especially hard for random reasons, some of which I have still to figure out. I just got back from bible study. On the way there I almost had an emoti…
Mercy? And.....I Want To Get Help. For Real Now.

I thought I would take a moment to explain what in the world Mercy Ministries is, or "Mercy" as I tend to call it on my posts. Mercy is a ministry that is passionate about reaching young women (13-28) who are strugg…
I Feel So Sick......

I just got home from vacation last night. It was good I guess, even though I wasn't too thrilled to be alive. The fun part was that we went to some amusement parks and for the first time in my life I LOVED roller co…
I. Wish. I. Could. Just. Die.

Why can't I just die?Ok, so maybe I know why. But sometimes I wish I didn't, and that's freaking ridiculous. I hate thinking like this. I'm on vacation right now. Everyone else is asleep and I'm laying here on my bed wit…
Just In Case....

I'm sitting here with a cell phone just in case I can't make it to my parents room. Uhhhh....at the moment I'm really mad at myself. I'm not liking the pains that I'm starting to get in my arms and chest. Why …
Is This What I Wanted?

I'm so freaking scared right now. I just drank around 20 cups of coffee in less than 2 hours. I feel so sick and my mom just checked on me while I finished my last cup. She didn't have a clue. Oh gosh, I feel re…
It's almost 1am. I've had expresso already and now I'm battling the desire to make coffee. I don't seem to be winning the battle currently. Have I mentioned that I hate myself? Ok, so I have one more day to be p…
Oh My Freaking Goodness!

I'm not supposed to be drinking this! Ahhhhhhh. I freaking hate myself because of it! -I'm sorry....I must frustrate you to death, cupcake. How do you put up with me? Don't you love how I have started to write …
Dear Me.......

Dear me,I just wanted to let you know that you are being ridiculously idiotic and destroying your life. You are not the person you want to be. You don't even know who you are anymore. All you know is that this is not you…