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God Is The Best Dad Anyway....

My dad has been even more fun to be around ever since I found out when I'm leaving. Do you sense the sarcasm? Everyone else is so happy, but he hasn't even said a word. But it always happens like this, when ever …
My Mind Is Slightly Lost And Confused

There are so many things going on in my mind right now. Too much. It's been a REALLY long day. First of all, I have something slightly stressing me out. My older sister's boyfriend left her and my nephew for lik…
More Memories...

I've been remembering even more random things lately. Some of it is soooo completely random that I don't understand why I'm even remembering them, but others are really helping me understand some things. There was…
Freakiest. Thing. In. Life.

I roll out of bed, try my best not to lose my balance by pausing for a second, use the support of my bedroom door to keep me standing, then turn the knob. It's somewhere around 10ish. I know this because I had qui…
Just Some Talk About Sunday.....

I walk through the front door slowly, behind everyone else, trying not to be noticed. It doesn't matter if anyone does notice. I don't want to be here. I hate the memories I have of walking into my grandparents house. My…
Just A Little Update...

I haven't blogged in awhile. Every time I try to write anything I rarely get anywhere nowadays. I don't even know what's going on with me. All I know is that something really needs to change. I've been having such drasti…
My Day

Woke up at 4am out of a dead sleepHad the worst migraine I have ever had in my lifeLiterally thought I was going to dieWanted to do something stupidThank God I didn'tThat wasn't a good way to start my dayManaged to someh…
So Crazy!

Yesterday, I had my phone interview with Mercy. I'm now officially done with my application. It feels so weird, like a crazy dream. I mean, right after the call ended I was faced with the fact that now there is a …
I. Wish. I. Could. Just. Die.

Why can't I just die?Ok, so maybe I know why. But sometimes I wish I didn't, and that's freaking ridiculous. I hate thinking like this. I'm on vacation right now. Everyone else is asleep and I'm laying here on my bed wit…
Dear Me.......

Dear me,I just wanted to let you know that you are being ridiculously idiotic and destroying your life. You are not the person you want to be. You don't even know who you are anymore. All you know is that this is not you…