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God Is The Best Dad Anyway....

My dad has been even more fun to be around ever since I found out when I'm leaving. Do you sense the sarcasm? Everyone else is so happy, but he hasn't even said a word. But it always happens like this, when ever …
This Is Even Harder Than I Thought It Would Be

As far as setting food goals....... Oh my gosh. I. F.A.I.L. I seriously just stood in my kitchen for a half hour or longer. Yesterday, well, I did the complete opposite that I was supposed to. I didn't eat at all. I…
I Am Kind Of Blank......

But....at this very second I am having a moment of slight sanity. And for the first time in almost a year, I know God hasn't left me. I thought He did. He hasn't. I don't completely understand everything, or why so m…
Time Is Passing At A Really Weird Rate.....

I slept for around three or four hours last night. I woke up out of a dead sleep and felt strongly that I shouldn't go back to sleep. Like the title of this post says, time is passing at a really weird rate. I'm not s…
My Mind Is Slightly Lost And Confused

There are so many things going on in my mind right now. Too much. It's been a REALLY long day. First of all, I have something slightly stressing me out. My older sister's boyfriend left her and my nephew for lik…
Please.Just.Shut.Up.You.Don't.Know.What.You're.Talking.About.

I am very upset at the moment (big understatement). I was in an ok mood up until I read something. I don't remember the exact context. In all reality, I am so out of it in general at the moment that I was having …
More Memories...

I've been remembering even more random things lately. Some of it is soooo completely random that I don't understand why I'm even remembering them, but others are really helping me understand some things. There was…
h.e.l.p.

Today has been way too long. I didn't sleep last night. I'm so tired. I fell asleep at around 10:30am-ish and have been waking up every 10-15 minutes. Not just waking up normally. I keep waking up with my heart raci…
I've Been Thinking.....

Recovery......Do I really want it? Yes. I mean, I don't want this. But I've come to the conclusion that I am telling people one thing and doing another. When I tell people I'm trying to recover why am I doing the opp…
Mixed Feelings About The Upcoming Month

I had a dream this morning that Mercy called. It felt so real. I remember feeling a huge relief fall over me as I answered the phone. Then I woke up. It was rather sad. Last night was not so great and when I fin…